16 December 2011, 1:56 pm
I'm asking this because it has been on my mind for quite a while now. I often feel like i'm being watched and have to have all the windows and doors locked when I'm home alone. Even the inside doors in rooms that I know there is no one in I have to have the door shut. Sometimes I baracade my bedroom door at night incase someone tries to get in. I see things out of the corner of my eyes all the time or in the shadows sometimes. I have a continual almost comical (sometimes) concernt that people can hear what I'm thinking and I will actually start thinking gebberish so they will not be able to tell what I'm thinking. Schizophrenia runs in my family and I am worried that it'll get worse with time or that I won't be able to know that what i'm thinking isn't real or that what I see sometimes isn't real. I can picture myself an old man locked to my bed (which scares me) because I can't tell what is real anymore. I live in Central TX near Temple TX. where can I go to get help? What do I need to do to get help?... Read More »